it has been a really long time. i really didnt know how important this was. i now know.
just came back from fo camp yesterday. i was last minute asked to be GPT about 2 weeks earlier coz others were not able to make it for the camp, so i helped chongyan to look after the GPs and train the yr 1s. stayed in school since last monday and was able to come home for a few hours on the last day of prep camp to have dinner. i was really happy to be able to have dear by my side having dinner together coz she is having her itp now so we arent really able to spend much time together this few weeks:) i really want to thank you for coming my house and have dinner with me that day:)
seeing the yr 1s make so much improvement from prep camp to actual camp, i really feel happy for them to be able to help club become better in future. afterall, CSCC really made my life enjoyable in poly life. if not for CSCC, i wouldnt be able to find such a loving girlfriend that i have now:) for actual camp, the campers were not very high on the 1st day which was normal, but it gradually got better after talking to the GLs and the 2nd day. i dont really have much to talk about the camp coz it was quite normal and didnt really do much. but i just got this thing to say to all yr 1s. seeing you all grow this 1 yr, i hope you all will be able to take initiative even more to help the seniors and help club grow and go through this tough period that you all will go through this coming yr. it will be a difficult one, but i hope you all will help the seniors to bring club back as before.
the day before going to camp, i went to sentosa with dear for luge:D it was a really enjoyable and memorable day as it will be the last few times before i enlist. we had a mini picnic before going luge which was YUMMY!!!:D sitting along the fountains at merlion, eating and taking pictures along the way. i really miss that day. going up the skyride, I WAS SCARED!!! HAHA!!! i just dont like sitting in mid air on a chair with my legs dangling. ITS JUST SCARY!!! hahaha. but i had fun on the luge with you:) thank you for buying the ticket knowing that i have always wanted to play it. thank you so so much:) then going to the beach and talked, it really made me realise how much we have been through. i really want to go through the rest of my life with you.
i really want to thank you so so much for being there by my side although there are times when i change to a completely different person, but i assure you that im still the benny you love and you can always count on. the dance with you during disco night will always stay in my heart as it is a moment that i was waiting for a very long time to have. just dancing and looking into your eyes, it can never be described in words, but it can only be felt in my heart. i wished that night would never end and continue forever and ever. i may not have been a good boyfriend this 1 yr 4 mths, but i still want you to believe in me as i have believed in you all along. although there are times i am afraid, i know at the back of my mind that you will always be there for me:) chen yuping, my dear, my one and only, you are the only one i can spend my life with forever and ever.
i love you.
So Close - John McLaughlin
You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive
A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close
So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close
How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far
just came back from fo camp yesterday. i was last minute asked to be GPT about 2 weeks earlier coz others were not able to make it for the camp, so i helped chongyan to look after the GPs and train the yr 1s. stayed in school since last monday and was able to come home for a few hours on the last day of prep camp to have dinner. i was really happy to be able to have dear by my side having dinner together coz she is having her itp now so we arent really able to spend much time together this few weeks:) i really want to thank you for coming my house and have dinner with me that day:)
seeing the yr 1s make so much improvement from prep camp to actual camp, i really feel happy for them to be able to help club become better in future. afterall, CSCC really made my life enjoyable in poly life. if not for CSCC, i wouldnt be able to find such a loving girlfriend that i have now:) for actual camp, the campers were not very high on the 1st day which was normal, but it gradually got better after talking to the GLs and the 2nd day. i dont really have much to talk about the camp coz it was quite normal and didnt really do much. but i just got this thing to say to all yr 1s. seeing you all grow this 1 yr, i hope you all will be able to take initiative even more to help the seniors and help club grow and go through this tough period that you all will go through this coming yr. it will be a difficult one, but i hope you all will help the seniors to bring club back as before.
the day before going to camp, i went to sentosa with dear for luge:D it was a really enjoyable and memorable day as it will be the last few times before i enlist. we had a mini picnic before going luge which was YUMMY!!!:D sitting along the fountains at merlion, eating and taking pictures along the way. i really miss that day. going up the skyride, I WAS SCARED!!! HAHA!!! i just dont like sitting in mid air on a chair with my legs dangling. ITS JUST SCARY!!! hahaha. but i had fun on the luge with you:) thank you for buying the ticket knowing that i have always wanted to play it. thank you so so much:) then going to the beach and talked, it really made me realise how much we have been through. i really want to go through the rest of my life with you.
i really want to thank you so so much for being there by my side although there are times when i change to a completely different person, but i assure you that im still the benny you love and you can always count on. the dance with you during disco night will always stay in my heart as it is a moment that i was waiting for a very long time to have. just dancing and looking into your eyes, it can never be described in words, but it can only be felt in my heart. i wished that night would never end and continue forever and ever. i may not have been a good boyfriend this 1 yr 4 mths, but i still want you to believe in me as i have believed in you all along. although there are times i am afraid, i know at the back of my mind that you will always be there for me:) chen yuping, my dear, my one and only, you are the only one i can spend my life with forever and ever.
i love you.
So Close - John McLaughlin
You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive
A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close
So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close
How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far
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